a few short miles

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fortunate are those
who find themselves in their place
and whose life flows gently around them
like a calm stream around a submerged rock

everything comes and goes

people come and go

and we, we stay just where we are

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fortunate are those firmly rooted
whose life piles on like more topsoil
so that even a bitter wind changes nothing

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when all is said and done
what matters may be how much we mattered
or else, how certain those remaining,
could feel that we have not truly left

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the ties that come to bind us
together are Given and made

i get it, i finally get it
but maybe i got it too late

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there’s nothing quite so wonderful as being alone
until alone is all that’s left

and we are left wondering how to catch
that train, that would have taken us on a known track
with known ones
and on which the only stops would have been
tenderness, love
and a little grief
for a few short miles,
before the end

empty

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my windows are clean
and my threshold is bare

long-still feelings have been disturbed in the frantic dusting,
coming up in clouds

memories i didn’t even know i cherished
echo around the place
that is now just empty enough for me to notice them

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it’s been a long time since i acknowledged
just how empty life has become

i don’t miss anything

but i do miss everything

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it is so bright here

lights are being shone on places that i’ve never seen before
behind where the sofa was and such

there are no piles of soft accumulation left to provide comfort
against the incomprehensibility of reality, anymore

our lives are everything that happens to us in relation to other people
and a home is no refuge when there is nothing to seek refuge from except one’s own self

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this place has been my home
and i know that i will never come back

the circumstances are a mask i have no choice but to wear

i do grieve for this place
but only because the part of me that lived here, is gone

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i am leaving behind two homes

both have formed me
and neither ask for anything in return

except that i find the courage to look upon them now
in their emptiness